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Saturday, November 12, 2005
or accusing you of being something you think you aren't.
or even better you can read it and ignore it because you think it doesn't apply to you
if not then you can complain, hate me, hate your cca, and then tumble into your own dark chasms of denial.
we can all see where this is going.
yeah that's right. nowhere.
for the past few years, we have never really improved
we have never really seen her very happy after any of our performances
we have never really done her proud.
she always needs to scream at us before we try to get things improved
just to please her.
we really deserved that scolding, and what we are now.
and if until now, you still do not see truth in her lectures
or you are hating her for droning on and on about attitude
and you think it doesn't apply to you or realise that you are exactly what she has described you to be
then you should just quit.
if all you do is skip sessions just because you have a sore throat
(this doesn't mean you can't be there to listen and learn
sore throats only mess with your THROATS, if you didn't realise)
or even worse, skip sessions because you don't FEEL like going for them
then you should just quit.
why join us at all? we're not a cca for the sake of it.
we're not JUST a cca.
you don't calculate how you can skip 25% of the sessions
so you can still get your attendance points.
you don't come for sessions and participate in activities and concerts
just so you can get points and make your record look good.
if you didn't know already, this cca needs hard work and effort
and most importantly the PASSION.
know what passion is? i seriously doubt so.
other ccas see us as bonded, united, really fun
but i think otherwise.
we are slowly falling apart year after year
and i really don't know what will become of this cca next year.
it's seriously not our problem anymore
people have to take over. they always do.
don't complain if you get DROPPED, because then you will know that you haven't been putting in effort and that you DESERVE to be dropped.
we may play hard sometimes, but we work hard too.
know what this is? it's called commitment.
are you stupid?
are you DUMB, hello?
if you are NOT, then i suggest you do something about it.
don't know what to do about it after ALL the things she has said?
then why don't you start with your conscience.
and if you DO come to your senses, that's good for you.
just remember to keep it that way.
don't do it just because we are getting scolded and because you want to please her.
do it for yourself.
if you really hate this cca then go find yourself another one.
we don't need empty, brainless voices to help us improve.
yeah, i know, why am i writing this anyway, right
it will just fall on deaf ears and blind eyes.
fine with me.
you may all be lamenting and groaning when you think about choir
or maybe you are just too IMMUNE to her lectures anymore
maybe you have shut her out.
but we haven't given up hope on us yet
not while we are still members of this choir.
you should think the same way as well,
if you care where we are headed and where we are going to head.
happy holidays.
11:47 am